Thousand miles.......

It's always times like these
When I think of you,
And wonder if you ever think of me.

'Cause everything's so wrong
And I don't belong.
Livin' in your precious memory.

'Cause I need you,
And I miss you,
And now I wonder...

If I could fall into the sky,
Do you think time
would pass me by?
'Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles
If I could just see you...
Tonight.

-Vanessa Carlton-

Talking to the MooN...

At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself
Talking to the Moon
Try to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

Where Can i Find "Satisfaction"....(sesi luah perasaan)

#Setelah sekian lama tidak update....

Bulan ini genap setahun aku bekerja. Dalam Resume boleh la state "1 year experience".. but luckily dapat kerja goverment... no plan to quit or to find others job... but... the problem is... I still struggling to find "satisfaction" while working... its not because i'm not happy with the work... I really happy... besides i can learn more new thing and get really close with the nature... and i can easily futher my study and the chances are really wide open... tapi kenapa..setelah setahun aku bekerja... aku masih tercari-cari "kepuasan"....



bagi aku... bukan bergaji besar cukup puaskan hati aku... aku rela quit kalau aku keje sikit tapi bergaji besar.. dan aku rela terima kalau gaji sikit tapi cukup memuaskan hati aku ketika bekerja.... aku belum "fall in love with my job"....apa silap ni... tapi soalan pertama kat diri aku sendiri.."kerja ape yang boleh puaskan aku".... then come a thousand of question that i really have to answer.. i really like the Gollum.. figthing for my ownself... tapi aku tahu satu perkara... aku boleh memilih halatuju aku.. tapi hanya Dia Yang Satu tahu yang mana terbaik untuk diri aku... mungkin disini rezeki aku.. maka aku tak akan berpatah balik kebelakang... aku perlu terus merangkak, berjalan dan berlari kehadapan.....